funtimeJW blog post

my life Bio

my name is J. W. & I'm 35 years old. I'm 5 foot 10, 160-170 pounds. I have a slim & petite body build. been single my whole life. I have no children. I've never been kissed by a woman on the lips B4. I'm a 35 year old virgin. I lived with my mom until my early 30's. my mom is in a nursing home now. I lost my dad in '85. I don't have any teeth because I had them pulled because they were bad & rotten. I have blue eyes & black hair. I don't have a GED r a High School Diploma. I dropped out of the 8th grade when I was 16. I have a 7th grade education. I don't have a vehicle r a drivers license. I have 1 sister & 1 brother living. I had another brother that I lost last month 2 cancer. I live in a small country town in Kentucky. I live in a small 1 bedroom apartment alone. Its an Apartment building that has 4 units upstairs & 4 down. I don't work. I get 2 checks a month from the US government & food stamps. I've never dated, had a gf r been in a relationship. It does get lonely. I have love shyness, depression, bipolar, panic attacks, just 2 name a few. I'm scared of dogs & I don't like dogs & will not go near a dog. I do love cats. I'm scared of heights & enclosed places. I'm scared of spiders & they freak me out. I'm poor & I don't have a whole lot of money. I don't have a whole lot of clothes. I might have 3 pairs of Jeans. I don't have a high sex drive & I suffer from low testosterone. I'm a hopeless romantic. I'm very shy & bashful. I have no self esteem. I have no confidence. I have never felt love & I've never been loved. I spent last thanksgiving, Christmas & New years alone in my small apartment alone.