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Mending A Broken Heart

I couldn't remember when did I stop crying. I couldn't remember when did I get tired thinking about you at night. I couldn't remember when did I stop waking up in the middle of the night hoping all the things happened were only nightmares and I could wake up and just shoo them away.

I was totally in chaos for the past months. I didn't know you will just break my heart big time I couldn't pick it up as easy as I can. I cried my heart out just to forget everything and thus through crying, I could squeeze out all the hurt in my heart. No one ever know how deep the pain you left in my heart. I was really wrong for trusting and loving you.

I thought I was Cinderella personified since meeting you. You swift me off my feet and I was totally breathless when you came into my life. It was a total whirlwind and thought it'll last forever. But it wasn't meant to be. It wasn't the 12 midnight clock who broke our bond. It was all the lies you did and unfaithfulness. Why it has to happen to people who just want to love and be loved?

It took me awhile to pick up the pieces of my heart again. But I need to keep my sanity at bay and choose the right one. Many tried to open my heart but who knows if they're true or not. Genuine love is hard to find and once you found it, seize it and never let go. Right now, mending a broken heart isn't as easy as it is but it is the right thing to do after a heartbreak.