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I wish it's for real

I have tried so many times but I failed . . . rested for few months and then thought of giving it another try, maybe it will work this time. . . and yes, that's what I thought of when I registered on this site. Just maybe, maybe, I could finally meet someone really nice, someone sincere and someone who knows how to treat ladies with respect. He sent me a message one day and I replied back, we had exchange of short messages until we finally decided to chat. It was just one of those ordinary chat ts at first, getting to know each other thingy. But then, after awhile, we started to feel something different, something special within us. We had a glimpse of each other on cam and just looking at each other's face was enough for both of us. We both smiled to each other and exchanged pleasant messages. We never disagreed and we learned that we shared so much in common. We both respect each other. . . and for the first time last night, i felt so happy after having more than an hour chat with him with cam this time. . . I saw how sincere he is, his eyes spoke . . . and when he said he fell inlove with me, I felt so elated and wanted to hug him so tight . . . but hey, reality is it's just virtual, it's just online chatting and dating . . . and YEAH I HOPE AND I WISH IT'S FOR REAL!