sonformomi blog post

its been almost months

I almost made a steady relationship it was all going steady. I dont know if she knew i was flirting though. In a way it was me picking on her with flirts, as if she didnt want me in the picutre. So i continued these events trying to get in her head. I didnt know it was working at first i kind of got upset. At one point i didnt know why i was saying it anymore. My good friend was laughing and he caught on to the jokeing around. But then it ended up being the two of us together. Me and the girl Then the flirting got a little close. I remember being so completely obvious. I had wrote her a letter worth my every word. I didnt know what i was doing but it worked. She ended up writeing me a letter back, totally flirtacious. I think i like that style because after the letters and when finally admitted we liked eachother. We ended up kissing right where noone could see us. the flirting continued needless to say. I was getting closer with every touch aswell. Finally i remembered about the letter she wrote to me. It mentioned how much she liked me if we dated. So i asked her out and she said it was to early we just met. But she said ask me in like a week and ill say yes. So i waited a week i was about to ask her again just like she told me to. But now i havent seen her online since. Could this be her really not wanting me? What happened to the romance? Why does it stop! I am out of words because i thought we made it so far the words were spoken of what the chance would become. But why isnt she online did she break her phone?