Metch

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before you send me email pls read mt profile. a soft speken girl plexible tl any kind of personality. somtimes there is something you just it happen even its not what you want in life. only i can say about life its just like a book every pages have diff. words and diff. meaning and every chapter have diff. character and diff. roles. just like oue lives diff. people who touches and breack our heart, and speaking about broken heart?iv been hurt a couple of times in diff. people , stay in my life then suddenly live me without any reasons why? and the most painful is that they live a wound and even someone trying hard to fixe it they can never id they arenot the right one for me. and never be assure that love is enough to make someone stay or come back to you because pain strikes the heart loves fade away. no matter how great it was.
I always love and admire thoes people who stay after they know the real me for i can never be what others presume or expect me to be. im glad some are still here while im contineu being me.the true coulor of my personality only comes out for those who are only true to me. its not about being fake, its about being comfortableto whom im with. i dont care about what people say, what they see and what they read and hear bout me, it just being me
now im at the stage of moving on with this baby in me. im looknig forward on how to rase this child alone and will give him a comfortable life.and now im learning to love the people whp are willing to love me in the present and forget the people in yje past and thank them for hurting me which leading me to love the people that im wishin to find here someday, and im looking forward to find it here the sooner isthe better., but sometimes we reallyhave to move on and face the fact the certain chapters of oue life should be close , and there are things in thlife that we queastion alot but we do not realize that sometimes answers come when we stop asking . so now im willing ro wait and give a chance for someone who are willing to accept me who would love me, and be there for the rest of my life.