GeekWolf

More about me:

Hi there, I'm Lindsey. I was born in Las Vegas, raised in Elko. I come from a family that's dysfunctionally functional which has contributed to just how weird I am -- for both better and worse. I'm not very 'girly'. I'm a tomboy and a geek if we want to start dropping labels. I was the girl in high school that scared people because she glared at everything to keep away the bitchy preps, played on the guys' football team, but at the end of the day you could find her laughing like a nerd while she got her ass stomped at Magic the Gathering, spending her nights blowing away zombies on her ps2, or watching anime. Nowadays I'm the one that makes all the guys cry at MtG... But, anyway...

I like pretty much the stuff that gets you labeled as a geek/nerd/ganerd/otaku; anime, manga, comics, books, video games, l33t sp34k, computers, etc. But my level of involvement varies on circumstances. Like the last anime I watched was part of Death Note and Bleach because of my ex, and if you want the absolute truth, I think Death Note is about two Detective wannabe's having an over fifty episode long proverbial mystery-solving dick-size contest. "Oh well, I got this conclusion from this-this-and-this." "Well, I stepped your ass up and did this and knew you would do this, so I was prepared for that." It gets fucking old. But the supernatural element was cool, yes.

I'm not just one thing. I love geeky stuff, but I've grown up loving sports. I'm a bigger girl, but I've never been just that. I'm powerful for a girl and I'm never afraid to show it. I love being physical, whether it's playful wrestling, playing sporty games, or whatever. I like doing anything I can see as fun; I can have my competitive moments... but I'm usually too laidback to really care enough to make things some pointless contest-- but... it does happen on occasion o_o I really love to swim. I miss organized sports and am really looking forward to attending classes at college so that I can snag me some martial arts courses. I also meander on down to the gym to work on bettering myself thanks to my handy dandy membership, though the fact I live in Stead makes it a bitch.

Morally, I'm a very loyal person and I expect the same in return from people. I've been hurt alot, whether it was by friends or lovers so my trust is pretty limited and I'm generally skeptical of anyone interested in speaking to me. Maybe that sounds pessimistic, which really don't think that... I'm actually far more outgoing than I used to be, but you can bet your munnies I take my time before actually labeling people with titles like friends. Honestly, if I can't find the guy meant for me... I'd still be happy to find someone I could call best friend, or just some people I could talk to and be around.

If you can't guess... I really like to write. I'm a sucker for books too-- I have about 16 boxes in storage at home filled with books until I find somewhere off Job Corp campus to live. I'm very... random. I wouldn't say I qualify for like GIR or Mighty Boosh random, but I can get up there sometimes. I'm more sarcastic and cynical than I am random... I think. o_o Sheezus, I can't fucking describe myself well at all...

What I am looking for;
Ah, yes. Isn't this the best question? It annoys me because people often ask me about my 'type' and I honestly can't tell you. What I can tell you is what I believe I want. What I crave for.

Okay, so... some people aren't into thinking about forever, right? Because we're young, maybe it's too soon. I can respect that, but I'm the sort of person that likes to believe what she has will last. I'm hopeful and the one thing I've wanted my whole life is to find someone that will love me for as long and as fiercely as I will love them. I'm the girl that will write you love notes and shove them in your backpack, car, whatever before you go to school/work. I'll be there when you call me, I'll give you every ounce of affection I am capable of, and I will make very sure you know that I care. If you don't want someone passionate and dedicated then you might not want to read anymore... If you can't give that back to me and you're still going to try? Expect me to get pissed off and disinterested. I've tried and have given my heart to people that just want to mooch off my love for them and be nothing but a loveless dick in return and I'm so very over it. I want something where I'm just as dedicated as they are.

Suffice to say, please don't talk to me if you're looking for some fling or sex. I hate meaningless things-- you could be the hottest guy (which would be odd in my opinion for an extremely hot guy to even glance at me) but I'll still feel like shit at the end of it all if there was 'anything' to speak of because it was so pointless. For me, things have to have emotion behind it; love, passion, trust, lust, etc. This is what makes those moments so... great and personal to me. If you're the sort of person that just likes to revel in your human nature to fuck anything that is there, you go right ahead and keep doing your thing-- I wish I was that carefree. But for me, love and trust are my goals. ....what the hell, I don't think that made any sense. Oh, hey look... a jackelope.

I am pathetically loyal, dedicated & geeky, and hopelessly romantic