Tangerine8

More about me:

these maybe some of the things i want people to see in me...they and i may both fail but these are what i am and these are what i am going to be...i am COMPLICATED because i thrive in EXTREMITIES... i am a certified BITCH...bitching about anything stupid and absurd (though sometimes i regret it)... i am a NOBODY...trying to be somebody doing something worthwhile someday... i am SIMPLE... always wanting to live an unpretentious life... I am a LIAR...just because i have my own edition of TRUTHs... i am HONEST...but not because being one is noble, but it's a must for me to tell my version of reality... i am HAPPY (though i could be HAPPIER) but not without past sufferings and pains...and because of these i am a SURVIVOR... outstorming every storm... i MEAN what i say and SAY what i mean.. i FEAR a lot: from darkness, lightning, drowning, blood, horror movies to physical pain or self-inflictions but only next to my fear of being alone and lonely.. i am SELFISH because i have to get what i want(some of them)... i am SELFLESS...ready to yield to anything for the sake of common happiness... i am IN LOVE with my MYSELF, FAMILY, FRIENDS, BEST FRIENDS and GOD because they are the five entities who sum up my life hence, i am in love with LIFE... i am not your EXTRAORDINARY Girl...and i do not give a damn..... i am and i am not a lot of things...but i do not try (harder) to be different because that would not be ME anymore... so far, I AM enjoying just being ME.......

About my ideal partner:

I don't tend to look for the perfect guy,
I just want a hand to hold, a shoulder to cry on,
someone i wake up with in the mornings, someone who appreciates my belief,my passion.
Someone who will respect me and enjoy the goodness of life by living it simply.
Someone who is sensitive enough to understand my ups and downs, cuz I will treat him the same manner.
Someone who believes in love despite of all the pains and sorrows from the past.
Someone who is ready to teach and learn and grow in a healthy relationship.

It may sound perfect, but it will only be perfect, if both imperfections are bind together..:)