Jason378

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My name is Jason, I was born & raised in Fort Collins, Colorado. I am single never married and no children. I am sweet person with a pure gold of heaven's heart. I am handicap since birth I was born with Cerebral Palsy (mild). I have a hard time speech and people can't always understand me. Left hand does not function & speech. Not easy being handicap but it is challenge I never ask for help I do anything by myself. I love the outdoors like fly fishing, country mountain biking, camping, horseback riding & travel. My other activities I like are hot rod cars/truck, playing sports, drawing, photography, read books, movies, music & hobbies. Love my dog he is a pit bull mix, he is very friendly he acts like me & I would do anything for him. I am firefighter, I has been through a lot in my 35 years & understand hurt, frustration & disappointed. I know that I am sweet person and great friendly but nobody give me a chance. I don't really have any friends at the moment in my life. I am looking for friends like outdoors buddies or out hang with. I have tired a few dating websites & anywhere in USA but no luck. I have never had a date. Really from my heart is find true love but heart broken. Maybe they are afraid try someone have handicap. I have a question? Come on people take their heart & turn it off? I hate when people who is are judgmental of someone have handicap, outwith handicap or someone feel like nothing. People who use you and people who make you feel like you have accomplished nothing in your life when in fact you are the one who s great. I have learned never let anyone put someone down make you chance who you are & make your feel like you can never add up to their expectations no matter how much you them. I am who I am if you don't like it but if you never give anyone a chance you never know what you are missing. I did found answer when they do see someone have handicap then walk away from someone have handicap. Some people don't want take their time talk to handicap people or they don't want do anything with someone have handicap. I am never gonna be good enough for anyone, I am wasting anyone time. Am I the only one everyday feeling so small cause when I take a look around everyone seems strong that I don't belong here. I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough. I want my relationship like true story or movie screen. My job is to make her turn to lucky girl, I want made her smile, whenever she are feel down/sad I will always be there for her, love, laughter, even she let hold the remote control & so let me do washing dishes in our kitchen sink & more. When I look in picture, I see my beautiful wife there are angels God puts on this earth I am thankful I am the lucky one who get's to call her soul mate. Build dream house with white fence & barn. but I feel it's in my dream never happen in real world my dreams never come true. I do want see my wonderful life become great friend & husband. Women are missing out on amazing guy like me.