Emeraldeyes4uonly

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here is something that i thought i would never share, a letter i wrote and my sister found it in fact she chased me all round the house trying to get it lol ......
I SIT HERE AND WONDER, WHY ALL OTHERS AROUND ME MANAGE TO FIND ALL WHAT I DESIRE
I DONT THINK I AM ASKING MUCH, JUST FOR SOME ONE TO WANT ME, HOLD ME TIGHT AND TELL ME IT IS ALL GOING TO BE ALL RIGHT,TO LOVE ME FOR ME, TO MAKE ME FEEL SAFE,
TO WANT TO BE WITH ME, CAUSE THEY CAN SEE THE TRUE WORTH OF ME. I WANT TO BE ABLE TO FEEL THE LOVE THAT THEY HAVE FOR ME THROUGH THEIR TOUCH, FEEL THEIR SENSUALITY, FEEL THE PASSION WHEN OUR LIPS TOUCH,THAT ONLY YOU CAN WITH THAT SPECIAL SOME ONE. TO WALK HAND IN HAND WHILE WE ARE OUT, NEITHER BEING ASHAMED OF SHOWING AFFECTION IN PUBLIC OR PRIVATE. TO WANT TO GO OUT,BUT ALSO BE JUST AS HAPPY TO STAY IN, SOME ONE WHO WILL LAY WITH ME, CAUSE THEY WANT TO BE CLOSE TO ME AND NOT AS FAR AWAY AS THEY CAN GET FROM ME. MAYBE I AM ASKING TOO MUCH. BUT .............I KNOW I HAVE A LOT TO GIVE THE RIGHT PERSON WHEN I FIND HIM, I KNOW I AINT NO ELLE MCPHEARSON BUT THEN AGIAN I AINT NO DAWN FRENCH EITHER...PLEASE GOD HELP ME AND SHOW ME WHAT I AM DOING WRONG ....... I HAVE THREE LOVELY CHILDREN ...YET I FEEL I AM MISSING ONE MAJOR PART...THAT SPECIAL SOME ONE TO HOLD ME, KISS ME, LOVE ME, MAKE ME FEEL SAFE AND SECURE, AND ABOVE ALL TO BE ABLE TO SEE MY TRUE WORTH. AFTER ALL I AM NOT JUST A MUM... I AM STILL A PERSON.
I KNOW STUPID BUT HEY THAT ME

if you are still reading then keep going what you got too loose ......I,m a caring, loving woman with a lot to offer the right person...I,m honest in everything i say and do and take into consideration the feelings of others (often before myself..I,m not one for false comments or promises that cant be fulfilled or mean nothing..I believe in telling it how it is in the light that someone will want to take that chance with someone caring and honest...I wont deny i am a soft hearted person i totally agree...I will say this though.. wat i say comes from the heart and although might not mean much to some, means a great deal to someone else...Dont be afraid to show someone how you feel, dont think it will sound stupid or scare them off... you will never actually know unless you tell them and you never know they may just feel the way you do....The chances in life are thrown at us few and far between so when the oppurtunity does pass us we should take it. What do we have to loose and most importantly.. what might we stand to gain...I wish you all the success in finding that special person for you.....People may come and go, life may have its ups and downs but i,ll always be here. I want to find that special someone, someone for ME. xx