Benevolent

More about me:

Haven't found my soulmate yet and this may not be a place for my search; my name is meekmeek I'm 22 and wise for my age I can't say I've never lied but I can say the feeling of truly trusting someone to no avail hurts and when I've deceived a person I know I betray their trust unfortunately I can't remember a time as such yet I know something I've done and thought was petty was serious for someone else.
With that being said I've made plenty of mistakes no shame, guilt or regret just learnt lessons & miraculous blessings. I'm very strong and wise yet at times vulnerable crazy and a sexual intellectual. I'll never fall to my death mixing the worldly with spirituality.I'm not perfect and perfection is far from my description of search yet someone to grow with and succeed in doing so. Someone to accept me with all my flaws yet believe in my potential that has yet to explode exposing the rest of the people to the potential that they hide from not only the world but themselves too. Someone to make my family their family with no discrimination in them whatsoever, honesty, a man that doesn't mind loving a woman who deserves it. Accept a woman who is selfless enough to return the love 10 fold, a MAN, he will never strike me intimidate me he would never abuse me or my children
I feel respect is due to a rabid dog yet with me lol you'll get much plenty more respect than a rabid dog would dispense. If you treat me as a woman is supposed to be treated we will last healthily,to add the finishing touch we will start back something that is endangered: TRUTH. We will show the true definition of love, Marriage, family, Christianity, Christ's endurance of torture, Parents, discipline, prosperity, forgiveness and humility. Nowadays people have there own truth but since I can tell the difference between honesty and dishonesty with yrs of experience, the stress&pain will be excluded from my heart because I know all to expect
Smh I can imagine the responses I'll get,the problems I will take on,and the success I will conquer like I said I expect rejection, criticism,love and or acceptance. The only thing I will gainsay is failure. I will not be another product of the streets, dog eat dog nor finesse game. I'm me. I'm weird and I'm comfortable being me. If you can deal with me, and do all that requires to have/keep a over exceptional woman1st/wife2nd ,keep us happy,be selfless, love me and all that comes with me; if that's you I need to hear from you it'll be relieving to know I'm not the last endangered species of honest human beings
:? :wink: oh heads up do not judge me I sin as every other human being. I'm Demi-sexual
So if that's a problem; sorry
:( uhh I kinda feel I'm getting to personal if that is a point of interest- ask if I happen to be interested too then I'll answer.