Mousiemouse

More about me:

"If you'd like to meet me text me."

I've been single for almost 3 years now and I'm ready to move on. If your interested in me again I say text me. I'm an electrotechnical and a sound technician for a rock band I travel with them on all their shows and I am a song writer. I have 3 grown daughters and I talk to them all the time. Only one is biological but to me that don't matter because their all mine and wiith their mother gone I have to be mother and father to them all. I was with their mother (which is named Starr) for over 21 years when she died I lost everything and I still have some feeling for her but I hope I can find someone that can understand that and help me move past my loss. If she had died naturally I think things would be different for me because I would have had a chance to say goodbye. My kids and I drew closer together after she took her own life and her death was a life changer for me because the whole time we were together she tried to get me to stop using drugs. It took her dying for me to open up my eyes and see all the selfish things I did to her and I quit using drugs and changed my life around to be a better man. On June 9th 2014 which is my youngest daughters birthday I quit doing drugs as a birthday present to her and her name is Angelia. I ended living on the streets and left her with some family members to take care of her so I can get my life on track. And how I got here to the state of Arkansas was not an easy trip. I had walked 40 miles and bought a bicycle and road over 200 miles to Jonesboro Arkansas from Saint Louis Missouri. And now I live in a small apartment all by myself in Paragould Arkansas. I've been clean for over 2 years now and I stay that way because I see all that I did and mostly the stupid things I did was because of drugs. So you might say that I'm doing this for myself but actually I'm doing I'm memory of my late wife Starr. I don't want someone to be jealous over my love for her only because I can't go back to her and all I have are memories of her and not her I can't go back to her because she is dead. I'm look for someone that will help give me some new memeries and hope for the future. I have a soft kind heart for everyone and a caring soul. I love Jesus and the woman I get with has to love Jesus more than me. If you want to know more about me just text me and I will tell you what you want to know. I've seen and heard that most women want a honest man that doesn't lie or play games. Well I'm a man and I don't really believe that their is a such thing and I don't believe that a woman wants a truly honest man only because most women like drama and when a man is perfectly honest he will be considered a boring man and no woman wants a boring man. I've tried to be honest with everyone that I talk to and when a woman realizes that I'm really truthful and honest they tend to move on. So I say if you don't want a truly honest man don't say so because if you do and then find one and then move on you are the one being deceitful and dishonest and a game player. And if you don't want the truth don't ask because most people cant handle the truth because the truth hurts. So thank you for trying. My real name will be given to any one that ask. Thank you and my nickname is mouse and I will always be the mouse.