MessyJessi

More about me:

Not ur typical female. I don't say"I'm fine" when I'm not. I never pretend about anything. I am a very sarcastic tell it like is lady. When I love, I love completely and unconditionally. I wear my emotions like a flashing neon sign.....which means u will never have 2 wonder what's up with me. I would give anyone anything I had. My need 2 take care of others is a blessing and a curse. I am an extremely passionate sexual woman. I understand that I knew who u were when we got together and I fell n love with u so there's no need to change u after I got u. Sometimes I'm a lil insecure because I have been taken for granted, used, and left completely broken. But n time that will change with the one that will ask me for all the broken pcs of my heart so he can fix and protect it. Sometimes my common sense decides 2 hide yet I am pretty smart. I want a best friend and a lover. I am an open book ask me anything and u get the truth. Loyalty, respect, and compassion mean a lot. And of course honesty..no secrets. Brutal truth. Always. I am very easy to get along with and it's the simple things that make me happy. I don't need u 2 shower me with gifts or buy me that expensive jewelry. It's the time and effort u put n2 me I really want. I'd rather cuddle up at home then go out. I'm ready 2 b told I am someone's everything someone's only choice someone's future. I am a very affectionate person. I'm more comfortable takn care of u then I am lettin u take care of me. I hate feeling helpless. I am playful and silly at times. I'm the type of person that lets things go instead if allowing them to turn me into someone who hates, someone who gets revenge someone whose simply mean. I do not have a cruel bone n my body. I will get down n dirty n the mud with the guys then clean up and cook dinner for the family. I try to accept that I don't have to carry everyones pain and burdens all by myself, that they're theirs to carry, but too often I fail. I'd gladly suffer and take all the pain away from everywhere if I could. I am not the most beautiful looking woman n the world but my heart makes up for it. I think I've been rambling on long enough lol if there's anything u wanna know just ask. I'll answer anything. Oh, and it takes a lot to embarrass me. I don't give a damn about ppls opinion of me or my life choices. It's really hard for me to say no to ppl. I will never give u the silent treatment or tell u it's ok when it's not. I'm a flawed broken woman who just wants the chance to share all the love I have to give. A love with me would b far from perfect, but it'd b better that. It'd b real, it'd b comforting, and itd b absolute

About my ideal partner:

I don't really have a type. The most important thing is to b real and honest and can take my sarcasm. I want a man who can match my passion and my insatiable sex drive. I want a man who loves instead of fights but will fight for the ones he loves. I also need a man who don't care to get his hands dirty. I'd like a man that can show his emotions and will shout it from the roof tops I'm his. I need a man that matches my kinda crazy, and understands my kinda truth, my kinda right, my kinda world is a lil different from everyone else's and that makes it a lil happier, a lot funner, and so perfect for us. If he can work on car and has tats that'd b a huge plus, but it's not a must. To put it simply, a strong, loyal, honest, truthful, fun, sorta crazy, and completely confident n his feelings man is the man for me. A man who takes charge when things go bad, one who will let me cry on his shoulder even when it's something completely ridiculous. A man who is ready to receive this tremendous amount of unconditional, unwavering, never ending love that I have to offer. I can tell u this, once u have my heart I'll never ask for it back and I will spend the remainder of my days showing and appreciating all the love that's shared.