Paulwilson02

More about me:

Many times I have given my heart, now many pieces of my heart are scattered on the floor like glass from a broken window. How many times can a window be broken? Trust is very difficult for me as I have been traumatized by betrayal. My love has cost me a great deal and now seems to be nothing more than a detrimental emotion. I wanted to believe in Faith and Hope. Now I am losing those beliefs. One belief that I still hold is that Love is the only thing worth living for.
I KNOW THAT I AM UGLY AND ANY PERSON THAT SAYS I AM NOT IS JUST BAITING ME TO SET ME UP FOR A SCAM! I WILL NOT SEND ANY MONEY TO ANYONE THAT I CAN NOT TALK TO FACE-TO-FACE! YOU MUST BE IN PHENIX CITY, AL OR LOCAL. IF U R NOT THEN FO!
I thought that I knew what love was after I was married. However, I eventually discovered that I was gravely mistaken. I once saw love in my wife's eyes. She was not looking at me at the time. After that event, I saw only resentment and hatred in her eyes every time that she looked at me. I realized that there was nothing that I could ever say or do to get my wife to love me. It has now been about 22 years since I last saw her.

About my ideal partner:

My Ideal Person Is a woman that wants to hear everything that I want to say. Nothing will be more important to me then listening to EVERYTHING that she wants to say to me. She will always value my opinions and suggestions as I will always value her opinions and suggestions. She will always encourage, inspire and support me as I will her. She will not criticize everything that I say and do as I would not criticize her.