Mrtank

More about me:

I'm fairly hot for an older guy.. Lots of tats. I'm a long time pro tattoo artist, musician, music and TV producer and all around artist.

Having a friends with benefits is something that I'm seriously considering right now. It's something that I feel that I need, now that I have healed a little bit. I most certainly don't want to transfer all that toxic energy that's left over into something new, making the same mistakes again. I've put a lot of thought into it and I would like to find somebody that I get along with, somebody that can get as wild as I can but has a firm grip on reality and can pack up the circus and return to normal everyday responsible life, without a glitch. I wouldn't want to really be a part of their Inner Circle personal life. At least not for a while. But I would like to be my friend with benefits Escape ticket to a hedonistic dimension, where everything is okay, nobody worries about consequences or being made to feel inadequate or insecure. I would like to use it as a starting platform to build trust, secure all of the things that most people don't want to talk about into the framework so that way it's not like some big ordeal a few years down the road when my friend with benefits who is now my girlfriend/ fiancé/wife looking me in the eyes and exclaiming that she wants to experience another woman in bed, another man in bed, a couple in bed, having sex in front of a lot of different people that you don't know Etc because all that shit every bit of it has been worked through and accomplished and we know where we stand with everything and there's no uncomfortable awkwardness that somebody might feel bringing something like that up. I don't know it's just an idea that I think would be great to build from. And I'm not saying that we have to have group sex. I'm just saying, I would love to have the kind of relationship one day that anything is possible with communication, trust and love. Do I sound insane?